4.48 (For Sarah)

hey little girl
hope you guess my name
let me now
eliminate myself
serial victim – a black sheep
jaded & chronic castaway

well she is all alone
absent, alien, frozen heart
still believes in nothing
in her solid garbage bunker

from the hour zero – damned
polluted neverland
yesterday frames – torn apart
I'll paint the sky in dissonance

no good ever comes of this
as I fuck up old fairytales
intravenous bitter pills
suck the light out from my eyes

stripped of all but troubles
download damaged passion
razorblade – highway to hell
suicidal hollow showdown

hooks in my dried skin
acrid, dready, dull & tied
hide'n'seek – playin' dead now
scavenge silver dazzle

don't need another devil's advocate
encouraged doctors
hope to leave before the dawn
I'd never bite this hand