So far
Left with nothing, hanging by a memory
No stars
To give me one wish, so lost in the dark
Feels like
I’m caving in from the outside
All right, all wrong, see you again, so long
Nothing matters anymore at all
Nothing matters anymore

Life’s not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead
Ready, and willing, can’t stop the bleeding
Life’s not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone
Left robbed unwilling, can’t fight the feeling

So low
Overwhelming, clinging to a tragedy
So clear
Hear weeping voices, tears fall in the dark
Feels like
I’m carving in from the outside
So lost, so gone, so wrong

Life’s not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead
Ready, and willing, can’t stop the bleeding
Life’s not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone
Left robbed unwilling, can’t fight the feeling

It’s never ending
Never goes away but you did
It’s never ending
Never goes away

But you did
Why? Why?
The body’s just a vehicle to hold
Until we find another space
Find another place to start this over
The enemy, the action I can’t condone
Do you suffer with me?
Can I give you my loss, to feel, to hold close?
Can I give you my pain, to feel, to be eaten alive by conscience?
Suffer, fucking suffer, suffer like me

Life’s not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead
Ready, and willing, can’t stop the bleeding
Life’s not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone
Left robbed unwilling, can’t fight the feeling