a life of hate through trials of fate
feel dispair, beckong for the truth
suffering the fear of pain
inside of me i cannot escape

hidden feelings suffocation
mental surge excruciating
anger burst inside of me
as i live forsaken hatred

time can't heal emotional scars
brought to life by emotional wars
illusions seen through eyes of fear
trying to make this hell disappear

agony appeals to me
i can't escape the pressure so i slowly fade away
sanity, tranquility
pleading for the time when my mind and soul are free
life of pain and misery
i've chosen my path i now await my fate
infinite suffering
after forever will still be me

hate in my eyes is the way ridding myself of internal decay
change is constant as i see permanent will never be
clinging tight to the end is my life an eternal sin
life i've seen now disappear drowing in a sea of fear

reality fades away

hattered life hate and dismay
anger burns inside of me
as i die
hidden feelings suffocation
mental surge excruciating
anger burst inside of me
as i live forsaken hatred