The Nephilim Rising

I'm burning like a fucking fire
Mysterious Domain, Murdered Apprehension
Shemyaza, Lacifarus – glow like the Sun
in this final hour
ov Dawn ov the Dusk
I, heart ov all chthonic hearts
vulture eye, fallen one, proclaim:

this great world
is a mirror ov my small self:
striving for infinity, shall I remain?

we cannot kill the time:
it is the time that kills us
and I'm the answer on my questions
and blood ov my hopes and all prayers –
mark the sunset, the last judgment –
and my rainment... –
this is the night, just black damn'd night

as dethroned so enthroned, attracted... rejected...
in this totality is perfection ov Me in Thee
freedom ov Nature, delight ov Existence
so intoxicate me as I intoxicateth thee
slay me as I created thee
when reality is nothing more
than quantum vortex deep sleep
make it lucid dream
or hallucinate if you please
in exaltations ov All, One, None
there Is No Difference
we are the First and we are the Last
Io Pan!

(on one level ov interpretations these lyrics deal with the nephilim mythos. but there are other
meanings which are more subtle and concealed between its verses, these refer to modern history and
my personal experiences ov time and space. basically the idea behind this poem is that no one can
easily say that some things are "above" or "below" others. who can judge this? history, human
evolution, universe and existence itself is something more than a vertical line connecting human
with divine. take for example Agrippa's "Three Books of Occult Philosophy": if we look closely at
talismans symbolising micro– and macrocosm we will see clear similarities between them and the fact
that they aren't connected vertically but more horizontally so to speak. now, everything is clear
and right before our eyes...)