Self-Destructive Pattern

feel the tension

of rejection

preach it out with a therapy

the confusion

and seclusion

turns it into my deformity

never trusted

mal-adjusted

I've become my own

on a mission

a decision

giving up what's inside of me

saying

it's all around me

? and killing me

the ?

to surround me

? killing me

it's what I can't control

what I can't control

what I can't control

in me

born again

I feel so hollow

torn again

my senses fade

born again

without the sorrow

born again

without the blame

what's the solution

it's all inside me

the position is killing me

the evolution

?

? killing me

it's what I can't control

what I can't control

what I can't control

in me

born again

I feel so hollow

torn again

my senses fade

born again

without the sorrow

born again

without the blame

I can increase the treatment

it won't suppress the feelings

or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain

break it down

self-destructive pattern

break it down

self-destructive pattern

it's what I can't control

what I can't control

what I can't control

in me

born again

I feel so hollow

torn again

my senses fade

born again

without the sorrow

born again

without the blame