I was born to be in love. i think its more important for me to love than to actually be loved. its such a head thing. It has to be with some on who can turn you on with your imagination and the body usually follows. When your a teenager you meet someone and you always have a laugh together and want to marry him and always be with him. Then you meet another person and youve got great sex together so you just want to marry him and love him and be with him forever, but to get all thoses things in one person, you have to know yourself really, really well. Im learning. It isnt calculated. Thats one thing love isnt. I want to meet someone. who doesnt?